Understandably, this brief biography can not be static as long as I still breathe! For I'm still evolving! So, the reader should remain prepared for any dynamic editing!

If you want to see my thoughts on my relationship status, and what attracts me, please fell free to jump to that page.

Please excuse me if you find this 'About Me' to be recklessly garrulous. And I apologize if this seems offensively verbose, but my first question to you is "Could you write one about yourself that wasn't the way I describe this explanation of self, offensively verbose?" If you can, "Do you honestly know yourself?" Or, are you a liar?

I profusely apologize if you find that you're offended by what I say on this website as I maintain an ethos of self-regulation and reciprocity towards the injustice of any unconsciously generated callousness. (my eudaimonia quest)

I only wish to live in harmony with the Universe and be a kind friend to one and all. Please do not take any of my words as an intentional slight, as I pridefully contend that I am not a prejudicial sociopath but merely a misunderstood soul! However, I am continuously at odds with all those who have an implicit bias against my American birthright and patriotic military service. You may perceive this differently, but they are an enemy of my freedoms and dangerously authoritarian.

Am I not human? Cogito, ergo sum! I often foolishly enjoy speaking out most copiously about my background, ancestry, American history, and Western Philosophy! I strive to be pragmatically ethical and virtuous! Unfortunately, I recognize that I may appear to be like a gadfly at times to those who are ill-prepared for the unsolicited rambling banter of a passionate intellectual. Reflecting on my psychological health, I have often fancied that I am not unlike my genealogically discovered (but unconfirmed) American ancestor Henry Spelman of Jamestown. If you should hazard a friendship, I believe that you would eventually perceive me first as a kind-hearted humanist with a pandeist style of theology, and then perhaps as a stoically self-reliant American patriot with a centric conservative political ideology after that seeks transcendence! I'll enthusiastically pursue happiness in bringing joy to others in my lonely life.

I'm sorry, but I can see that I'm at times passionately obstinate in my ideology and become confoundingly loquacious, making it challenging for me to develop and maintain friendships. But, I can also be passionately intense about empirically proving the ignorance of an argumentative fallacy. I acknowledge that I have a fire inside me that gives me the will to live! I wish I could be perfect, but I am not! I wish I knew everything, but I don't! I am a simple lonely old man who tries to be as friendly as possible! Am I wise? "I know that I know nothing" Yet I'll admit, I am not as intelligent as Socrates either (or as foolish)! The most notable quality in me is that I endlessly strive to live each day a little more virtuous than the last, but I usually temper this with prudence! I strive not to do harm to my environment and become self-sufficient.

I'm evolving towards a more transcendentalist ethos. Transcendentalism is a philosophical movement that developed in the late 1820s and 1830s in the eastern United States. in 1836, Ralph Waldo Emerson is one of several figures who "took a more pantheist or pandeist approach by rejecting views of God as separate from the world." And, although until recently I claimed to be a Pandeist, I'm now looking towards becoming more transcendental.

My political ideology is that of a centrist neoconservative. I was not of the era of Goldwater, but I've definitely been a Reaganite from the day I came of voting age. Yet, I despise the sociopathic ideology of brutish Trumpism and refuse to swallow the Kool-Aid of the Ultra Right gun-toting sycophants to be a Trumpist! Since the Republican party has shunned sensible conservatism, I registered on Nov 4, 2020, as having no party affiliation or ideological association. It is appalling to me the lack of civility and the ignorance of the Trump supporters which has become a very dark moment for our frail democracy!

I've got a second site where I provide the reader with a clinically proven weight loss method that attempts to be not only very effective at reversing diabetes but also of very little to no cost, called "TheCarbFast." (However, I publish this under a pseudonym (a Mynoduesp is a type of Anadrome) of an admirable ancestor who was a moral exemplar found in Wikipedia and who has been influential in my life, a role model!)

After having read this not-so-brief summary, you may think that I am intimating and will choose to be antisocial towards me, but this is your ethical flaw in reciprocation. I'm over-whelming kind to those who are kind to me. I am very nice, no matter how brashly I speak. Much of my life has been consumed with discovering the "Know thyself" in a subjectively accurate way, but you may perceive this to be an unintended fallacy. If you have studied philosophy, you may find that I struggle with the quagmire of metaethics, and this figuratively makes me cry. Yes, and I have to deal with the demons of poor choices! Yet, I can also be rigidly stoic. It is my hope that if you see this as a character flaw, you'll not approach this in an intolerant state of mind.

I see the cosmological argument as Thomas Aquinas did. To put it simply, he does exist! As much of his perspective fails to prove out, I have found that if you use your skeptical mind to imagine that as the bible said, "exists in the realm of heaven" as a being with no form, existing now and forever. The last crash course video below is on "Intelligent Design," but much of what the bible talks about is not proof as Thomas Paine wrote about in his The Age of Reason as to the Existence of God. However, I have now transcended to believe what my senses tell me but what I can find in nature. And, I view God now in the way Thoreau wrote of in "Walden" saying, "It matters not what you look at. It matters what you see." I firmly feel you can see the existence of God if you free your mind! Also, consider the God of Baruch Spinoza (YouTube)!

Here is a YouTube video on a thought experiment to help you see things in the way I have.